seriously, im still nt moving. im still looking back.
y m i like tis. y jux couldnt let it go.
y my mind jux couldnt listen to me.
y cant it b smooth.
i hate all the thought running in my head over n over agn.
y cant the thought b like flushing toilet bowl.
y the memories still flash back when i alrdy do wat i shld do.
i hate myself being like tis, having all the thoughts in my brain tt cause me nt moving...
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im so tired.. everything n everywhr is giving me problems.
everythin in the hse. i muz do. sometime im damn tired, i still hv to do.
im tired, i still hv to go driving and wrking.
im rlly tired. hw i wish i can go for a spa treatment..
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it seems like i had injure my legs without knowing till the pain hurts me.
tink is i luv to slight when wrking tt cause my both knee caps giving me prob n my rite foot also giving me prob.
1st was my knee caps, both knee caps were so painful tt i had to apply oilment n have my bro's knee cap supporter to minimize the pain in my knee cap. no bending of my knee cap is allow, cos bendin make the pain more hurtful n no strength.
2nd was my rite foot. mayb cos i walk too fast when aft wrkin heading home. the foot cant b landed everyday in the mornin n walkin too long. pains will like thousand stones landed on my foot.
i can only say tt my whole body is giving me prob. aching is still aching.
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my last day of wrk le. i miss them. esp my best buddies. they noe who they r la. i rlly luv to tok to them, thkz grace for the food n feedback form, thkz tasha for the ordering of my items n oways help me for my schedules, thkz xieli oways giv me opportunity to show my hardship, thkz yong ge for helpin wit the stocks, thkz jessie for changing me, thkz leo for teaching everything n the tee shirt. thkz albee for teaching me alteration. thkz 812 staff. i luv u all although all tis thkz u all wun heard it. i rlly miss the time, whr i mostly everyday came hm n cry n oso ovrcome n learn frm u all. im proud to hv 812 staff to be my colleagues. saranghaeyo!!
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