Today i saw someone look so alike of him. I rlly tot i saw him. But is not him. Jux alike only. (old fren)

My heart rlly hurt badly. No matter wat i do. They jux don't like. They jux attitude me. Can i complain? No. I cant. Cos when i attitude back. It mean my fault for making them angry. But do they ever think they did wrong too. Im answering phone call. U lost ur way. I cant answer u. U angry wit me. I told u to relax n slowly. I find the way for u. U scold me say that u r on the road moving. Hw to slow. U still shoot me say we r not at the carpark. Ask me use my brain. Wat can i do? Scold u back? N ask u to find ur way lor. Seriously. Hv u guys ever tink for me? Hv u ever wonder wat i rlly wan? Hv u ever tink hw much effort hv i put in to ease ur burden? I oways use watever i can to buy the thing u guys wish to hv but did anyone of u will do tis back to me? I tink i jux shut my mouth forever is better den i share my words out.

Tat person, u hurt me so bad. Before u fly for eob. I alrdy told u tat u muz reach 16days per mth den the rest of hrs r consider as OT. U dun listen. Yet when pay day arrived. He say u dun wan fly anymore. U kip sayin is me who change ur shift to fly eob tt y u cant reach tt 16days per mths. Wat can i do? U guys oways blame me. Hv u ever think who is the one tat fight wit higher management to push Everythin for u all. If is so hard for u guys to rmb my effort. Den dun bother to ask me to help anymore. Im tired.

I rlly tired. I cant cry. I cant drop a single tears. I muz b strong to face it myself. B strong, if i dun b strong. I wont grow.